sorry seems to be the hardest word .

SORRY . its not that hard ey . im annoying . im hot tempered . im loud . really really loud . im a bit sarcastic sometimes . i can't be honest with my feelings . i hurt people always . my ego are too much sometimes or every time i guess . i make stupid and offensive jokes . im stupid in friendship nor relationship . i don't know how to appreciate people . i don't know how to show my feeling .

so that's a little bit about how i act every time . well the bad news is , this is me . i can't change it . im sorry . and yet im sorry because of this offensive behaviour . i hurt too many people sometimes . and yeah . im not very good in expressing my feeling / thoughts either . yet , im sorry for everything .

im saying this out loud . or might just say , im typing this with capital and bold letters .

I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU GUYS DON'T NEED ME . BUT I NEED YOU GUYS TO GET TROUGH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING .

like i mention earlier . im not very good in expressing something . so , im sorry if you felt annoyed with my behaviour . im not perfect . but what i know is . i love this friendship . im regarding this to you guys . and i love this relationship . im regarding this to you .

CONCLUSION : i just wanna say sorry for everything . i know all the things happened lately most of it or all of it are from me . its basically me . so , IM SORRY . :')