i have to blocked out thoughts of you
so i dont lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that im alone
playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home
there's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you
will you never call again ?
and will you never say that you love me
just to put in my face ?
and will you never try to reach me ?
it is i that wanted space
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things , i didnt do for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
im sober now for 3 whole months
its one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing i wont touch again
in a sick way i want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars to myself
you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself
when it was way to hard to take
so i'll drive so fucking far away
that i never crossed your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart
to leave me behind
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see
whats good for you
and with a sad heart i say bye to you
and wave
kicking shadows on the streets
for every mistakes that i had made
and like a baby boy
i never was a man
until i saw your blue eyes cry
and i held your face in my hand
and then i fell down yelling
"make it go away ! "
just make a smile come back
and shine like it used to be
and then she whispered
"how can you do this to me ?"
hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
tiba2 rasa addicted balik dgn lagu ni
maybe ada sikit2 jalan cerita .
hoho
:D
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