hello peeps. lots of thing to update. first of all. i got a new hand phone. alhamdulillah. :D my grandma from my mother's side bought it for me. wait or is it my aunt? well then. thank you. (: last week i met my dearest mags7. except for farah. :'( i love u guys. :D next, i had started my driving license class. if you could remember from my last entry  told you guys that driving license is not a priority. but this is what i call luck. alhamdulillah. then, shahzuan has come back from singapore. <3 btw, i got a job already. at Qdees. so , for about months afterwards i will have my own pocket money. it is not much but it is enough. i dont have to worry about the transport because i'll be going to work with bicycle. and food its not a concern because my house from Qdees are not the far. hope i could really work well with kids. and i think this is a anger management therapy for me wish me good luck guys. thank you. tuah ayam, nmpk di kaki tuah manusia siapa yg tau. alhamdulillah.

banyakgilanakupdatesilabacadengansabar. *sumpah aku benci orang tulis panjang2 tkde space. :D so aku tergolong dlm org yg aku benci. =.= tk paham sudaaaah.

hello people. currently not doing anything. (: well im so used with my tab i can't even type with this laptop's keyboard properly. it's all so easy with a touch. now i have to touch AND press only then it will appear. okay. im not gonna ramble about this stuff. what i really want to talk about are hangouts, driving license and a proper job.
HANGOUTS. i rarely hangout. like seriously. i have lots of problems to encountered. first , transportation issues, then money issue. all this stuff is cracking me up. mencinya duduk tempat hulu camni. :O and money, usually i saved up my money to hangout with my friends. but i don't know why this year i don't have any savings  AT ALL. i have to beg from my mom for extra money. =.=

DRIVING LICENSE. at first, its not really a priority. but when i have difficulties to hangout with my friends it have been a no.1 must do in my list. well, i still have to wait for my dad to pay for all this. so, i have to wait. ;O

PROPER JOB. so, i've been looking for a couple of jobs. well i badly want to be a kindergarten teacher. basically because i love kids and there are lots of kindergarten in my area. it is easier for me to get to work since i don't have my driving license YET. so, Q-dees a kindergarten which i badly want to work at is currently unavailable because there's too many people applying. ssemua nk kerja tempat fofular je. :3 so, every kindergarten in my area needed a girl who isn't free hair or the one that's wearing hijab. i don't think i have any problems going to work with hijab on my head. "mana tau kau terus pakai kan" bak kata amanda. (: so, next week i will travel from kindergarten to kindergarten to find a job. kalau betul kena pakai tudung, SHOPPING TUDUNG! hehe.

SO THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY'S ENTRY. THAK YOU PEOPLE.

ooooh. btw, thank you to those who wish me yesterday. i really appreciate your action. it was not the best birthday celebration but it was memorable. thank you people. <3

aku ni bukanlah jenis yang keras hati sangat. tp entahla. bila aku ad problem dgn someone bukan ku tknk baik. cara aku buat org nmpk mcm aku tknk baik. tapi, aku tk reti bila kau baru nk baik nk jdi mcm dulu balik. mcm susah. bukan arrogant just awkward. aku akan baik dgn orang tu. eventually but not now. semua orang ad pendirian masing2 kan (:

hello peeps. been a while not updating anything. suka bagi janji palsu nk updte blog, tp still tinggal-tinggalkan jugak. hehe. malas sangat nk pergi online kat laptop. sekarang ni online kat tab je. senang. tp tk boleh nk update blog dlm tu. teruk laaar. ok  life update now. first of all. i never feel like i have completed school after all. i still thought that during 1st of january i will be back to school for good. (: but yeah , just live i your dream tasya. right. right after i finished my war......... *flashback*.......... on 1st december i went on a date with my beloved shahzuan. peh nk jiwang kat sini pulak. =.= it was indeed a fun day. but my bad . i had choose a wrong shoe for the day . the shoes i was wearing was indeed a bit unusual . it was like 3 to 4 inches tall. tiba tertinggi lebih. but it really hurting my feet badly. and i even had difficulty to walk. :'( so we have to get home early. but it was really fun. (:
then, on 2nd of december (amboi kau tasya tk menyempat2 nk keluar yew) , i hang out with my girlfriend at curve. well except for puteri. because she still has papers going. chaiyok2 puteri ! so  we really had fun during that day. well i always had fun with them. ALWAYS. t
the day afterwards i just stand and do nothing every single day. =.=

i am done people. as i promise. i will start updating my blog back starting from. TODAY! the spm was hard since the day one until today. (: but i manage to get through it. and now im not a school kids anymore. to be frank, im not that happy with that fact. cos in reality we spent most of our time at school with our friends. so it hard to expect what will happen to me next. all i cn say that im not a school girl aymore. how to deal it im just gonna wait and see. (:

hey bloggers. been a while not updating anything. quite busy with my studies lately. HAHA.biggest lie. btw, just wanna tell you guys, that i will actively update my blog starting from 30th november 2011 which the last day that of my war. (: wish me luck for my SPM guys. thak you. (:

trying so hard not to tumblr. sbb bila da tumblr, benda lain semua tk boleh buat. 24 days left people. (: Allah bless us all. (:

finally SAPS da tukar result aku .alhamdulillah. ranking da naik. and most importantly da tkde TH ! :D THANK YOU !

 I REALLY HAD A BLAST WITH MY GEGIRLS TODAY. <3 despite the minor unnecessary drama today , it was a perfect and indeed a great day for us. hangout with them this whole evening. it had been a while not having the time to do so. because our main priority is still SPM. kau gila ke nk keluar tiap2 hari? melainkan org tu tk kisah pasal SPM dia or mmg result dia time trial da mmg 10A+. kalau setakat result cukup2 mkn , or result yg tk cukup nk mkn mmg tk layak la nk keluar hari2 selagi belum habis SPM. tp , rasa bersalah gila tk study langsung hari ni tp still happy sbb da lama tk lepak and ngadap laptop selama ni . (: ya Allah , do bless our SPM. please bring success to all my friends and boyfriend<3. and may this friendship will never tear even though we're not gonna be as this close in the future. amin . (:

KENAPA RESULT AKU ADA EST ?  ugh. geram gila. habis rosak result. peratus patut boleh dpt byk sikit jd lg kurang sbb per 1000. bukan per 900. wahai JPS , aku amik SEMBILAN subjek je. aku tk pandai , tk leh la nk amik byk2 . SEMBILAN  je wahai encik JPS. bukan sepuluh ok. kang slip spm aku ad TH siapa nk jawab? nnt kalau org nk amik aku kerja ingat aku budak tk berdisiplin tk dtg exam . oh no! tidak , tidak , tidak.         uii. jgn main gilaa.  tension. nk marah orang je rasa ni . =.=

we can never question what Allah had plan for us. we might feel mad about it. but , u can never know it must be a blessing in disguise. and if something good happen to us, it because Allah want to repay our good deeds. (: so double triple our good deeds during this period , and insyaAllah our spm will be at ease. if it doesnt happen like what we asked , don't blame allah. just pray tht everything will turn okay afterwards. this is just another motivation for me , and hope it can help some of u. i know that everyone know about this. but we as a human always tend to forget. (:

esok nk pg sekolah . esok nk pg sekolah . esok nk pg sekolah . esok nk pg sekolah . motif ? idk . tolong la dtg mood study ni . tolongla .tolong la . tolong laa . ;'( tknk fail spm . nk result gempaak gila2 punya . X'O

im just so deadly bored right now . what had i done with my life . =.= yello october . goodbye september .:D and hai ... spm ..... :'( kbainkstudykalauboleh .

hello . so currently , just finished my trials . well , to be exact , i finish my trials yesterday . and during those period of time , there are lots of thing that make me happy and cried . despite the result i got , i still get upset for one thing . GIFTED .  im not what people would say gifted . im not gifted to be good in anything . im just moderate in everything . study , sports even looks . i work so hard for my trials . seriously . no one know how hard i worked . and when people who doesn't work hard yet still get a good result it makes me feel so mad . seriously . i know . it seem ridiculous . but i am mad because of that . sometimes i question , why im not gifted in anything ? why i have to work so hard just to get what i want ? i know i have no right to question anything anything . but im still a normal human being . and i cannot escape from being upset. i don't know how to avoid all these feeling . i don't wanna feel unsatisfied every time . i just wanna be happy and feel happy for others . ya Allah . please change me . i need to change this bad attitude of mine . i need to accept that each person fate's are different . and maybe my fate is to always work hard to achieve my goal . in this way , i would not be neglected with my true obligation in this world . insyaAllah . :')

semangat gila aku hari ni . (:

gambar last year . RED BOX . (:

olaa everybodeh . mama suruh kemas bilik sbb esok kan nk buat mkn2 pastu bilik bersepah . mmg tk laa . dahla bilik aku time exam mmg bersepah . dgn buku , baju , gilaa ar . semak gila bilik . so , bg yg dtg rumah aku esok ni , tk pyh la naik bilik aku sbb aku malas nk kemas . muehehe . malu ai bilik sepah2 ni . tp malas nk kemas . :D btw , main entry bukan ni sebenarnya . lebih nk cakap pasal perempuan kat atas ni .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUTERI AMIRAH SHAHIRAH ZULKEFLI . 

selalunya aku tk tulis entry birthday siapa2 kat blog aku ni . sbb selalu aku text personal . tp , hari ni phone aku pulak problem . so , terpaksala tulis kat blog ni .:D yg aku tk tulis ni *mcm amanda dan shafiyyah tu* jgn laa terasa . 

YANG PENTING AKU SAYANG SEMUA GEGIRL <3 AKU FAIR AND SQUARE . TKDE SIAPA LEBIH TKDE SIAPA KURANG. :D 

i'm in the mood for blogging now . but no story at all . (: btw , tomorrow i got chemistry papers . let just get this over it . im sick of trials . but then , i still have spm to go through . :( ugh .

APA - APA LA WEYH .

kalau sekali sekala ada gmbr pegang tgn , mmg la nmpk sweet . comel . tp , kalau da setiap kali bergambar kena pgg tgn , kena peluk pinggang, org tgk pun menyampah . dr org rasa sweet orang pikir , diaorg ni gatal sgt ke ? aku pun bukannya baik sgt . ckp je . nnt da pulak yg kutuk aku karang . PEACE Y'ALL .

aku pun cantik jugak . HAHA

OK .  tkde siapa nk cerita pasal siapa cantik siapa buruk . title tu saja je nak tarik org baca blog aku yg semakin hari semakin malap dan boleh dicampak ke lombong . mcm hebat sgt title tu . ==' btw , aku bukan apa . aku nk ckp benda ni mcm satu luahan perasaan je . jgn la ada yg terasa . ni mcm review apa yg aku nmpk la lately ni . aku pun bukannya baik sgt . Aku pun buat jugak . apabila seorang gadis atau wanita memakai make up . tipula kalau kau ckp kau tk pernah pakai make up dr kecik lagi kau pakai make up . tu bedak tu . haa . kan . tp , yg buat aku rasa kelakar sgt , bila kita da bajet2 besar , bajet2 dewasa ni , kita mulala nk try pakai tu pakai ni . padahal , result dia yg adooo . siapa kata pakai make up ni tk cantik ? cantik laa doh . kalau tk tak kan artis pakai tiap2 hari . tp , diaorg artis . kita student je kut . somehow , kita tk boleh over do in everyhing . call me ancient or jealous or even hypocrite. but it is the fact . i DO  wear make up . i do , and hate to accept the fact that i wore make up since my early age . and not proud of it baby . now , i try to undo the button and minimize the usage of make up on my face. sbb bila pakai make up da sepuluh inci tebal kat muka muka yg semulajadi cantik pun da jadi plastik . aku tk kata tk cantik . tapi PLASTIK .  cantik ? mmg la cantik .  alah . kalau kita cantik hati budi , muka pun tiba2 jadi cantik . sbb tu aku selalu kata kawan2 aku cantik , sbb aku da kenal hati budi diaorg yg cantik2 belaka kat dlm tu * aku da puji bak mai la tuti fruity sebarang dua * . hehe . lagi satu , ALLAH  da jadikan kita semua cantik . bersyukurlaa. tk salah nk jadi cantik .tp chill2 laa. sorry kalau ada yg terasa .aku just ckp je . PEACE Y'ALL . :D

CURRENTLY ..

im currently in the middle of my trial . but somehow , i could squeeze blogging into my "so-called" packed schedule . hehe . i reblog something from tumblr that sounds like this , " i feel weird when in the middle of exam i can't get my butt of from the computer . after the exam is over i can't find anything interesting in the computer . " shoooooo trueeee . hehe . btw , i haven't went to any of my friends house for open house yet . one reason is because of the transportation issue . then , my mom won't let me get out from this house except for school and tuition . and i told her directly to her face , i don't think i can score trial . but i promise to score with flying colours i SPM , hehe . INSYA ALLAH ! AMIN ! bajet mcm dpt keluar la ckp mcm tu . :p but , nvm laa . i got plenty of time to spend with them after SPM .let us work really hard now and be successful together . (: insya Allah  :D

quite a while not updating anything . to tell you the truth . im not too busy with my world or anything . but i don't find anything to talk about . i don't think people are interested with my life . my life aren't exciting as the others . im just an ordinary girl with ordinary life but a bit of love and hope that could help spicing my world a bit . i truly find everything that happen in my life (whether bad or good ) are the parts that kept my life adventurous .

okaay . now , i can stop with all these mushy , cheessy , post . all i wanted to talk about today is ...

SHORT FILM FESTIVAL

POM POM POM !

paling semangat la aku . hehe . well to tell you the truth , at first i expected my team and i can nailed this thing . but it was HARD ! in aspect of commitment , teamwork , and others . we finally done it . it was kinda late than my targeted time , but we finally done it ! DONE MAN ! it will be the biggest lie ever if i said i don't want to win this thing . but , we still had that moment and experience to treasure even IF we didn't won . kalau menang , alhamdulillah . wish us the best of luck !